Move on

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

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不算真的完整看過電影 不過因為之前工作的時候會聽ICRT廣播 那時候狂打這首歌~~~
歌很好聽 但是為什麼老是要靠另一個人來忘記一個人呢 雖然那似乎是最快的方式
轉移注意力總比一直盯著流血的傷口好 至少等回過神傷口就結痂了

換了個陌生的環境才知道自己有多脆弱 懶洋洋的提不起勁 過去那個自己好像已經不復存在
我會笑會哭 可是也覺得自己好麻木 心裡有一塊空蕩蕩的地方隔離其他情緒
我不知道要怎麼樣才會好起來 總覺得過了好久 那些笑容跟溫度都還記憶猶新
大家都說我很好 我值得更好的 but if I deserve a better one, why not this one...

我一直以為我是比較堅強的那一個 現在才知道 不管是我的愛情還是我自己 都不堪一擊...
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on